The Start of Something New

If you haven’t heard the news, yesterday I was laid off for financial reasons at Crosspoint Christian Church.  I wanted to write today not to complain or to say, “Woe is me”.  I just want to share what Christ is guiding me and teaching me through this process.

1. I can say that I’m at peace with what happened yesterday.  Would I have liked things to be different or happened differently?  Yes, but the instant I received the news I received “… the peace of God, which transcends all understanding…” (Phil 4:7).  Even though I have a range of emotions, PEACE is always the one that rises to the top and comforts me.
2. Do I know where I’m going or what I’m going to do?  I don’t have a clue.  That is something that will require some serious prayer.  One thing I know is that God will guide and direct me to where He wants me.  With that being said, if you know of an opportunity, please let me know!
3. The main thing that God is teaching me is FAITH.  Faith and obedience was the main topic of my personal time with Christ before coming into the office yesterday morning.  I said to God, ”Whatever the cost, whatever the hardship… I submit to You!  My number one priority is to be in Your will, to hear Your Spirit, and to be obedient in following Christ.  Please give me the strength and courage to do just that.”  I can honestly say that yesterday morning’s prayer was probably one of the quickest answered prayers I’ve experienced.  God heard and responded.  I’ve always heard it said, “Be careful what you pray for…”  God was ready to move and ready to shake things up.  He has a plan for me and this is part of it.  This I am confident of.  This I have FAITH in.
4. Crosspoint Christian is still and always will be my family.  I pray that many of the friendships that have been created over the last couple of years will continue to grow and flourish.  Particularly the small group I’m part of, you guys ARE my FAMILY. 

Today begins the start of something new.  This I know: God is and always is in control.  God will be praised.  Even though this will be a hard time for both Crosspoint and the Hope family, my prayer is that we all seek Him and give Him the glory.

Another Run Today

In the past the only thing that has truly motivated me to run is the Peachtree Road Race.  In March I send off my registration (last year I was able to register online) and the registration for the race was alone enough motivation to get me out running.  This year, July 4th falls on Sunday so I didn’t register for the race.  It’s not that I have a huge objection to running a race on a Sunday, but it has more to do with I’m in the full-time ministry and my job responsibilities require me to be here on campus on Sunday mornings.  So I didn’t register this year, thus I’ve had a harder time finding the motivation to run in general.

This morning I brought an extra pair of clothes and my running shoes and headed out for a run during my lunch break.  Wow, was that hard!  About 2 miles in the run I was completely out of breath, overheating and just plain tired.  I would love to blame the heat, the hills, or some other force that was making my run so difficult.  In the end, I’m just out of shape. 

There are a list of many other things in my life that I know I need to do but never get around to doing.  There are things that need cleaning, repairing, moving, plugging, organizing, and many other things to numerous to list!  There’s always a list of things that need to be done.  Some of the excuses I make is that I don’t have time.  But if I were to be honest, that’s only part of the problem.  Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I have tons of free time just to waste, because I don’t.  But just like running, there are things I know I need to do but never get around to doing it and it’s all because I lack the motivation to do it.

One of the answers to my lack of motivation can be found in accountability.  First and foremost I am accountable to God for my actions. Romans 14:12 says, “So then each of us shall give account of himself to God.”  This is personal accountability.  But God has also given me other brothers and sisters in Christ to help me along the way too.   The writer of Hebrews gives us some insight.

Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful; and let us consider how to stimulate one another to love and good deeds, not forsaking our own assembling together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another; and all the more as you see the day drawing near.

Hebrews 10:23-25

A couple of things stand out in the verse to me.  One is that first and foremost our hope is in Jesus and he is faithful.  Knowing that Jesus Christ is on our side and He will be faithful in everything He was promised is the greatest motivation in our Christian walk.  But we are not just left with that.  Hebrews tells us that we are to encourage/motivate one another and part of that is meeting together.  Not meeting together just to have fun, or to accomplish an act of service.   We meet together to renew our hope, to encourage one another to live out a live of love and good deeds, and to remember our time is short.  I found this accountability at its greatest with my small group who happen to be my closest friends.

The Peachtree Road race has 55,000 runners all going the same direction for the same finish line.  When running the Peachtree I rarely stop to walk.  This is not because my training has been great but because the fact that I have 55,000 people surrounding me that haven’t given up either.  There’s power in numbers when it comes to encouragement.  We need that same encouragement and motivation when it comes to following Christ.  We need to look to our left and right to realize that we can’t stop.  We can’t slow down.  We need to press on because we are not alone.